Insecurities flaring up

I can’t understand why some people are so nosy. Why don’t they just mind their own business. This girl has been bugging me since I created my previous blog which simply contains stuff I want to talk about and experiences I want to share. Though she is older than me, I just can’t call her a lady. I hope one day she’ll grow up and realize that sometimes, the best thing to show you care is just let people be. She thinks that its her business to make everyone in the family feel good about each other. Like duh, we’re both not even part of the family. We’re just the girlfriends remember? Why will you get affected if the family doesn’t like me because I often kept quiet during dinners and some occasions? Don’t use them. Whatever it is they have against me, it’s their prerogative not yours. What I’m trying to say here is, if you don’t like me that is because you don’t like me. That simple. I don’t know what your reasons are to hate me but I believe I didn’t do anything to anyone most especially to you to make you feel that way. I’m not even conceited like you to believe what others say which is you’re probably just insecure of me. We’re totally different and you know that. So stop talking about me wanting to be like you. With that attitude, no one would ever want to be like you. You’re not even pretty. Duh!

Dream of a dreamer

I had a dream last night and it totally freaked the hell out of me. Men in my life from the past, present, and I hope not in the future were all present in my adventurous and bothering dream. This is the effect of watching a DVD right before you sleep.

 

Some says dreams are generated by your unconscious desires in life. Some says these are the complete opposite of what’s gonna happen. If that’s the case, does that mean things I’m unconsciously passionate about will never transpire in real life?! Poor me. I mean us.

 

Back to my dream. It was about me being chased by some high officials for having a darn good diary that kept dirty secrets of well… important people. There, I just watched Bank Job. Anyways, just like most of my dreams, this one’s so confusing. My man from the past, oh well not mine actually, just popped into my dream from nowhere. As in no connection whatsoever at all. While this guy which I’m hoping will not be part of my future just had a one-night stand with… who else… ME! To make it even worst, my guy, as in my current boyfriend and his family were all standing outside the room where I quickly fixed myself after the shagging that just happened. Eeww… I won’t make this post any longer, it won’t do anyone good.

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